i'm a capricorn-aquarius cusp! beware of my dubious personality

Woman... 女人。。。

Something this aunt of mine who shares the same name as me ( Chin ) posted to me,

5.

XOXO

fuichin

posted by -fui- @ 11:42 AM Comments: 22

2010 - 1986 = 24 !

20-01-2010, that marks growth of another year passed. Be it relationship-wise, friendship, mentally, physically, vertically( unlikely though) or horizontally, much has happened in the year 2009. Superstitious ones would say last year would have been a bad year for me, as it was the year of Ox in the Lunar calender, and co-incidentally I was born in the year of Ox, and co-incidentally lagi, I fell ill due to fits and seizures and was admitted to National University Hospital of Singapore for 18 days ( in which was put in ICU for 60 hours).

But all these only showed how true and kind people are around me, especially bonds I had fostered over the years, from jc to uni to internship, my Asean friends, BMS friends, A* friends, bf, and not forgetting my relatives and family. They were all there during my critical moment, standing by even though I was unconscious most of the time. And about the episode of 18 days, I have no recollection whatsoever, just heard bits from who & whom. According to them, I was very cheeky and naughty when warded, trying to escape from " prison" at times, and couldn't recognise some people at times.

Thankfully, I'm now fit to say that I have almost recovered, and could already remember all the loved ones who were once there for me. However, the 18 days still remain a missing puzzle in my life, but most say that it might be a good thing not remembering those moment.

On another note, I wanna say a big big ThankQ to all for the 90+ well wishes from all my friends and family members on 20th of Jan in this very new year. :) The list includes friends from primary school, sceondary school, jc, uni ( bms, aseaners, entre minor, YEP), A*, workplace, friends' friends and the list goes on......

Here are some pics of how we celebrated together......

Choc- mint cake from my family, right after I touched ground from Sg on 20th itself.

on the last day in Sg which I managed to catchup with a bunch of A* scientist......

my A* friends and mentors, above l-r ( tj, vicki, sherwin a.k.a. ah beng, amelia, steven, xiaoli)

below l-r ( jo'an, hauwan, allen, me :)

clockwise: hauwan, marti, me, xiaoli, allen, jo'an

and also the 2 lovely babes who treated me @ nydc :)

*vicki, don't forget to claim ur treat and cab ride from me yeah!




and in the midst of meeting up here & there, the Aseaners.......

l-r : tiang, aanchi, cheeks, karthik, jon, eh, lh, me :)

and of course my beloved chun & brudder, who waited long for a ride @raffles

cbd with me while chit-chatting. Splendid!!!

* pics with mich, zihua, xuhua seems to be missing though :( Mich, I shall get them from u soon!

Last but not least, after my b'day, I managed to start & complete this cartoon version of Audrey Hepburn protrait on the same day :) Looks familiar? if only my skills were not too too bad. It's found @ Ikea at a quite pricey rate. So I decided to give it a try on my own as I had been thinking of owning it for quite sometime already.

So, that concludes my 4-day trip in Sg and my Birthday, here's wishing everyone who happened to read this, a great 2010 ahead! Happy Chinese New Year! Ang pow pong pong lai!

posted by -fui- @ 11:19 PM Comments: 0

staying outta trouble

I'm staying out of trouble for a while...

I guess i need to be alone, or left alone...

If not, it'll be no time before i flare up at random people or people closest to me. I'm serious.

I feel that im taken granted of sometimes. I can't stand it when people want things their OWN way, thinking that they're right all the time. You may own the world and can order people around at home, but there's still a lot to learn when u're dealing with people in general.

Even if i am accomodating and easy-going in general, it doesn't mean that i can't have a piece of mind of my own... or constantly need to give in to other's unreasonable requests. why make life harder for everyone sometimes??? totally unnecessary.

Life's already hard enough for me staying away from home. After 5 yrs of struggling in sg, i have yet to find that comfort zone i can slip in anytime or tuck in cozily at night. I still jerk up in cold sweat at night from time to time, unable to have quality sleep most of the time...

doubts of the course i'm taking (serious), recent experiences, handling/managing my day-to-day life, finances, studies, expectations... i dont have time or space for more drama. i seriously need a breather.

I just wanna live my life in peace now. So, where there's trouble, I'm staying outta it.

posted by -fui- @ 11:37 AM Comments: 9