staying outta trouble
I'm staying out of trouble for a while...
I guess i need to be alone, or left alone...
If not, it'll be no time before i flare up at random people or people closest to me. I'm serious.
I feel that im taken granted of sometimes. I can't stand it when people want things their OWN way, thinking that they're right all the time. You may own the world and can order people around at home, but there's still a lot to learn when u're dealing with people in general.
Even if i am accomodating and easy-going in general, it doesn't mean that i can't have a piece of mind of my own... or constantly need to give in to other's unreasonable requests. why make life harder for everyone sometimes??? totally unnecessary.
Life's already hard enough for me staying away from home. After 5 yrs of struggling in sg, i have yet to find that comfort zone i can slip in anytime or tuck in cozily at night. I still jerk up in cold sweat at night from time to time, unable to have quality sleep most of the time...
doubts of the course i'm taking (serious), recent experiences, handling/managing my day-to-day life, finances, studies, expectations... i dont have time or space for more drama. i seriously need a breather.
I just wanna live my life in peace now. So, where there's trouble, I'm staying outta it.
posted by -fui- @ 11:37 AM
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